this is so weird.
i feel like i'm twelve.
the last time i wrote a blog entry was xanga, back when i was into pouring my heart out online. i didn't capitalize then, and i guess i still don't. there needs to not be little squiggly red lines under all my words. i know the 'i' should be big.
this is the last day of spring break. technically it goes till tuesday, i guess, there is just a random first day of school nonsense they drop on us on monday. oh oh guess what, i don't have monday classes! unless i get into the one i'm crashing, then i will, but until then. i'm looking forward to going back to school. if i had to choose i think i'd rather be stressed out and productive than relaxed and aimless. i live life by to do lists. i don't think they're confining, i think they provide structure where otherwise there wouldn't be any. and during break i don't accomplish things because i don't have to, and there is nothing to check off.
i lie.
i bought plane tickets for china this week. and i went hiking with my daddy. we do it every break, and he always finds new places for us to go. i finished the flier for Crusade's Good Friday Service. i spent good quality time with 小三, because God knew we needed it. i also bought books for next quarter and worked out my schedule. and i went running a lot because that is the best thing to do when nothing is really happening. it makes things move faster.
for the rest, i joined team lazy.
tomorrow jake and i will suffer through five hours of flat plains, smelly cow farms and a windshield full of bug guts. but it will be okay because we will listen to good music and talk a lot, like we do. and then i will be back at school and i will get to see my roommates.
can't wait. :)